Im sorry I havent been blogging lately…
Ive been so busy, havent had much time on the computer and whenever I do I have more important things to be writing!
Its been a pretty amazing month so far, just under 6 weeks left. Theres so much left to do, and Im looking forward to it all. But at the same time Im really looking forward to coming home. For a lot of reasons.
Firstly Ill get to see you again, get to do everything weve talked about, finally get to make all our plans happen. Thatll be amazing. And obviously seeing my friends too. But its also the little things. Having your own room, your own bed, a double bed! Having clean clothes all the time and a good shower. Being able to work out and train. Just the luxuries of home, things we take for granted. I think its the first time Ive ever been away where Ive actually missed home. It does make you appreciate things a lot though. Were very lucky to have things the way they are.
But yeah, enough of the douchebag-pseudo-philosophical stuff, I miss ya. I miss everything. And Im looking forward to a great summer.
66 days till I’m home and 73 till I’m with you…
Yeah we’re back to the countdowns again… I’m going crazy though. Need to be with you.
I miss you
I hate being without you.
Confusion
I’m confused… This whole week we’ve been together, we’ve been pretty much us and now what? And now we’re just not? How’s that supposed to work? I can’t imagine being with anyone else and I can’t imagine it reversed either, it doesn’t seem right. We’re completely turning everything on its head again, I feel like I don’t understand where I stand, where we stand…

